So I am starting to get into the daily routine of things. Today I saw my kids that I will be teaching. There are about 60 of them and every single one of them is adorable; I know that I will miss them when I have to leave them. They are learning English but they do not speak it very well since this is a school for kids whose parents have AIDS so they cannot afford to go to regular school.
At first I had a hard time adjusting to life here because they way that we live is similar to the Ugandans. We live in a small flat and use a latrine for the bathroom and buckets to wash in, but our situation is still a lot better than a majority of the Ugandans. But God has really come through for me so thank you for praying for me. Two verses that he has given to me that are going to guide and get me through this are Joshua 1:9 and James 1:2-5.
I have realized that while it may seem that these people are missing a lot in their lives and while they may not have a lot, they definitely have God on their side and there are so many beautiful things that these people are able to be a part of. I am also encouraged that I am at the center of God's work here. It reminds me of a poem in Erwin McManus's book "Seizing your Divine Moment." It is called Epicenter:
Do not stand in the center if you do not wish to be shaken. There is always danger when the movement comes. Its force is most powerful underneath the surface, then breaks through the hardest of ground. Epic change moves from the inside out.
God is doing some epic changes on me. Also I realized how important a role I am being allowed to play in these kids' lives. See, these kids only get to play and be kids and do children things when they come to the Wolicami Center. Because then when they go home they have to take care of their parents or carry water or just do things around the house. They do not really get to play and they do not really get held or loved. So it is my job just to play with them and show them how to be kids and show them that they are loved.
Please pray that I will have creative ideas of things to do with the children and that God will continue to show me where he is at work here. Also, as you pray and think about me remember the power of love. God has shown me how powerful love can be.
There are so many little ways that we can bring love to people. Ways that may seem miniscule but they have massive effects.
Also, call your parents and tell them that you love them because a lot of the kids here dont have parents and they tell me how lucky i am. And parents be sure to love your kids and be thankful for them and thankful that you are here to love them because a lot of kids here dont get loved.
i love you all,
hannah marie